Tomorrow

 Tomorrow my life changes. Tomorrow at this time I will have just picked up my baby boy from his first day of school. This is a milestone every parent must go through, I realize this. To me though, this is the end of my little boy being JUST mine. I have been involved in nearly every minute of his life up until tomorrow. Tomorrow will start his journey of his life becoming his own. For the next 13 years or so, every step he takes, will be a step in the direction his life will go. And I don't like it. I don't want him to grow up. I don't want him to not be just mine anymore. I don't think he will have any kind of separation anxiety, I think it'll be me that does.